Reminders #1
The one that brought light after the darkness is the one that will bring joy after misery, ease after hardship, and pleasure after pain.
Letters To Allah S.w.t
Dear Allah, I am back here because I need to talk to you about how I feel. I FELT sad and angry about my condition and I feel like I'm not truly myself because of my condition. Being sick twice in two months have made me really upset with myself. I don't think I'm hopeless or pathetic but I feel like I need to re-learn ways to better manage expectations of myself. It's always a bad idea to look at the past and think that you want to go back to that. I just want to be stronger than I was before and not be scared to take leap of faith to believe "I am okay!" I guess being sick makes me think that I am burdening everyone around me and that I am incapable of managing myself. But I guess what matters now is that I am happy and with the personality that you have blessed me with, Ya Allah, I can't wait to doing things I love even though I'm not up for it. Ya Allah, I know there is NOTHING stopping me from feeling happy and you, my creator, would want me ...
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